another, say 8-9 hours before i get my results. frightened. freaked out. cant even sleep. all i dream about is getting multiple C6s and F9s. L1R5 of 26. (and 21 for the day before). sux!! i'm sooo freaked out. and the time is crawling. crawling!!! help me!

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7:30 am

went to watch hide and seek today. actually it was supposed to be rafidah alone. den she dragged me along. so i borrowed 5 bucks from munirah who was there with her guy. then, we went to the 5th floor and saw bohong and lunsiang. they were also going to watch hide and seek. so we decided to join them. we bought the tickets. waited for munirah and went in.

the movie was waoh! scary. frightening. thats my opinion k. rafidah used her bag to cover he face. my bad was sling. so it didnt help. i used my hand. but halfway, i cudnt tahan anymore. so i went to raf like, "hey. i want bag. borrow from them.' then lunsiang lent me his bag. that was so helpful. thankew lunsiang!! lunsiang said the movie was quite scary. bohong said he almost slept. haha. after the movie they went home, we went to jalan-jalan.

met adeel. haha. he was telling me something to tell my parents to make me stay in a jc. hah. currently, i dunno wat i want. jc? i dunno. i feel that i've been slacking too much. lets just wait till tuesday to decide. saw munirah at popular. man! she was soo high on love. haha. she's sooo sweet and adorable. =)

btw, anyone know about the other ending of hide and seek? i watched the two headed drawing ending?

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9:06 pm

havent been blogging much. hmm. btw,

you will never be replaced ;
7:36 pm

hah. check out raf's blog or sarah's blog. its about jj and ms lee. hah. funny. missed all the fun. later got the 21st bday party. sian ah! yesterday went for Tp's open house. it was so empty i felt. it seemed like a normal poly day. not much tours. or izzit the people just didnt take the initiative to tour us. so i just stayed to watch some business skit. and left to go to tampines mall for shoppping! hehe. spent alot of money!!

btw, my msn disappeared. i dedicated my nick to jj and vlee. even after jj cursed me i still kept the nick. but when i signed in this morning. my nick disappeared. hmm. weird.

results coming ot next week. hope its either monday or friday. monday can get to skip chem test and running. while friday can skip cca. alala.

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10:49 am

i have been waking up rather sleepy and moody for the past couple of days. i go to the bus stop. den be ultra quiet. and start talking when at the assembly ground. as for today, the same thing happened. went to the bus-stop. bryce and raf were already there. i looked at them. they gave me the not happy look. (maybe its just me). btw, tts probably one of the reasons why i seldom talk to bryce. i always had this inferior feeling with him. i mean like he not happy with me, dun lyk me tt kinda thing. hah. their looks on their faces kinda *insert emotion here* me. so i just quietly went to sit at the other seat. hmmm. and continued the questioning via sms thing.

ms lee seems to be getting nicer. she smiles more. she doesnt like scold us that often anymore. hmm. tts even when jj is not around. weird. but nice. hmm.

2 weeks more b4 school ends. next friday o'level results coming out. stress stress stress. but @ the same time i just wanna get it over and done with. that one day may be a huge blow to me. it WILL decide my future. its a very important date but yet i rather have it revealed than suffer not knowing what to do. yea.

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5:06 pm

today. hmm. lets see. today, went to sch. duh! cant remember much sadly. oh. weekiet quitted sch. today was his last day. hmm. kinda sad ah. haha. will miss that air-con guy and all his lame lame jokes. somehow i still feel his wanting to quit sch has partly the c-rap gang to blame. jj is soo anti-wk. i dun blame jj. but sometimes, i really feel we mean to him. haha. nvm lah. now too late to do anything rite.

oh yah. today chem was the best so far. she taught us something new! hee. instead of the usual tutorial going through thing. and she gave out the chem lecture quiz. then ms lee was saying, "this quiz quite badly done but there are still 3 full mark scorers. sarah.mok.john" when she said mok, the whole class went "waoh!!". haha. is that mean or wat! lol. but seriously mok doesnt take his work seriously. and den we realised tt sarah actually did for him the quiz as he pon lecture tt day. hmm.

hah. my day seems boring. looking for more interesting stuff to do!

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7:54 pm

i realised 90% of my lj entries are all about the fights. the lame lame stuff. but more of the childish disagreements. weirdly, miss them. haha. should start writing about other things in my lj.

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7:35 pm

i am sitting here. rotting. okay. i've got quite a number of homework to do. but i'm pushing it to a later time. later gonna play badminton with raf @ 5.30. i am bored. i've got nothing to write. gotta do GP essay. title: discuss the arguements for and against the death penalty in a modern society.

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4:08 pm

hmm. so lets recall what happened during my weekend.

on friday i got my braces on. with temporary wires. only the upper set of teeth. so it doesnt hurt cos i havent got the permenant wires yet. the only pain i feel is when the metal think tends to cut my cheeks. but i guess i'm getting use to it. and that pain is very big either. so ya.

saturday, went to sp. with grace. hah. she got terrified by my cousin's 2 frens. lol. den she decided to abandon me for illy. btw, illy if u're reading this, i wasnt wearing brown contacts. its just tt u saw me under the sun. hah. oh yah. shortly after grace left, me and my cuzzie were leaving. and i met another of her fren. er.. name start with R. hmm. that guy was so jovial and crappy. hah. but grace might have got terrified by him too. who knows? went for my neice's naming ceremony at sembawang later. the place was packed. hah. came back home almost 12 i guess. nothing much happened there. yea.

today was supposed to be the planning and preparing for my cousin's 21st bday. but i didnt go. i am sick. but that wasnt the only reason ya. i didnt want to go. i mean my relatives want everyone to come up with a performance during the party. i dunno why. but i dun like the fact that we all get forced into doing something. maybe its just that i dont like some people. hah. thanks to all they've done when i was young. i guess impressions which are formed when young can be very deep ones. yea. so i dunno ya. if they continue forcing me or stuff. i might just end up not going for the whole event. i dont mind too. aiya. i'm feeling all moody right now. thus, probably causing me to react like this.

oh yah. i looked through the obituary (spelling) a couple of weeks ago. then, it came to my attention, there were this elderly couple. the husband passed away one day after his wife did. i found that to be quite sweet/touching. i mean, do couples like that exist nowadays? i feel like nowadays, after the wife dies, some husbands either remarry 1 month later or he flee into hiding an hour later. okay maybe a few. maybe rare. but still there are more rare cases of the couple being so in love that they can bear each other's absence. hmmm..

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8:49 pm

hah. like as if he's ever gonna read this. but nevermind, i'll still post it on my blog.

btw, today is also allen's birthday.


we bought him a cake worth $30. plus a jersey costing $21.90. hah. neevan wasnt happy cos he gave me $70. and i onli returned $15.10 to him. but who cares lah. he can collect again. if u calculate, each person in our class contributed $2++ only for allen. so its okay lah. =X

in the morning, raf asked allen to spend lunch with us. and he was dowan la, i want go with my frens" den raf told him we had stuff planned for him. yet, he still said, "dowan la. break can?". hah. i got so pissed at that point. i mean we had things planned for him and he neednt appreciate it. but he cud at lesat fake some appreciation or interest rite? the whole of computing i was grumbling to zhenlin, bryan and weekiat. even to jj! haiz. den pe i aso not very happy.

lunch came. btw, allen skipped maths tutorial and chem tutorial. hah. tts sooo allen. haha. ya. den we made allen sit at the table while me and raf went to collect the cake. den the class came down. den allen was like, "can dun sabo". raf guranteed she wun sabo. wahaha. but not the rest. den aft the whole class cake, me and raf brought the cake. allen's jaw dropped. hah. seems like he didnt expect it eh. wahaha. he was in the jaw dropping positin for quite a while until i asked, "allen, why ur rxn like that?". den he said, "huh? got cake ah? wah. soo nice ah. me and bryan share half lah." hah. so i was wrong la. he didnt really expect it. but we told him to have the cake for himself, since we got soemthing else planned for bryan. den the canteen sang the bday song for him. he blew the candles. and then sabo. the 3 dunearn guys. mok, jj and bryce. hah! they were beggin him to let them sabo for 15 minutes. until mok and some of allen's bball frens just pushed his face into the cake. it stuck to him face together with the plate! what a sight! i have the pic! weee! haha. den mok, bryce, jj, zhenlin continue with all the saboing. lalala. poor allen. but fun la. wahaha.

den after allen went to wash up. we gave him the present. jersey with a card. den he was like, "wah. still got ah. so nice." haha. i dunno if he liked the jersey. hah. hope he enjoyed the thing we prepared for him. so he wasnt really not apprecative. i guess it was just that he wasnt really tt close to our class. so he probably didnt expect much from us. so i shoudnt have gotten pissed after all. hmmm. and aft the clearing up. he actually for the first time, spent lunch with us, c-rap gang, instead of his OG. first time!! hah. and went to play table-tennis during the first 10-15 minutes of GP. haha.

i so love my class. i'm sure gonna miss them aft the 3 months. hmmm. 3 months seems to short a period of time to spend with these nice, fun-loving, ultra crappy and great people of 1S09!! hah. =) we're quite united esp in the anti-vlee thing. haha.
(note: vlee is not vincent lee.)

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6:41 pm